I'm afraid I won't miss you. When I'm away, I'm afraid you won't pass through my mind every second of my day. And it's not about stupid insecurity.. It's about me, being afraid of fiding out that maybe I don't love you that much like I thought.. Maybe it's because I'm used to be away from you and only actually talk to you face-to-face once or twice a week (three thimes comes as a luxurie), so while being in another country for 1 week, without missing you, can be a reflection of a routine that has already taken control of my own emotions.. I like to think it's that, because I really wanna miss you, I wanna experience this raw feeling with you to be sure I love you.. I want to feel that empty space in my heart, roam around when we are not together, cry due to our distance and then that moment, all that joy, that twinkle in our eyes when we finally meet for what looks like ages, that urge to rush into your arms and hold you forever..! I wanna love you with all my strenghts, and fall for all your weakness, I want to give myself entirely to you! But for that, I just need to miss you.. And I'm afraid of what will happen if I won't..